Tuesday, January 13, 2009

4/16 and Triathlon, Part I

This is the first of a two part series in which I will discuss my experience on April 16, 2007 at Virginia Tech, and its influence on me. Part II will discuss training for the Hokies Memorial Marathon. I will tell the following story as best I recollect it now, 20 months after the event took place.

On April 16, 2007, I was in a Solid Mechanics class taught by Dr. Liviu Librescu at 9:40am. The first indication that something was happening was a series of extremely loud bangs coming from the room next to us. My first thought was that it was a nail gun, or some other classroom demonstration was being done next door. The loud bangs continued, and after a few moments, someone let out a scream. At that point, all 15 or so of us in Dr. Librescu's class were fairly certain that the loud bangs we were hearing were gunshots, and that something was very wrong.

A couple of kids ran out of the room into the hallway, then we closed the door and scrambled around to find places to hide, which was difficult, since the room only had those standard metal desk/chairs found in 1960's classrooms. After what seemed like a minute or so, another student, Jessie, yelled "we can go out the windows." He pulled the screen off one of the windows, pushed it open, and disappeared outside. The classroom was on the second floor, and there was probably a fifteen foot drop out the window to the grass below. I was on the opposite side of the room, and watched as other students made their way to the windows and disappeared out.

Students called and beckoned for Dr. Librescu to come, but he stayed where he had been since we had closed the door, steadfastly planted in front of it. I remember from where I was hunched behind a desk in the back corner of the room making eye contact with Dr. Librescu. Both of us were terrified, as the shots had not stopped this entire time. We both knew what was going on out there, and what would likely soon happen to us. My next thought inevitably saved my life. I thought. "They went out the window, and are safe. They're going to live. I'm still in this room, and I may not." With that, I ran across the room, and peered out the window. A student was lying on the ground, and a couple others were limping away, obviously injured from the fall. I took one more look back at the door, at Dr. Librescu, like a rock, between the door and us. Then I climbed carefully out of the window and started to try to scale down the Hokie Stone wall.

Immediately after I had climbed out and was hanging from the ledge, the shots were suddenly much, much closer. I let go of the window and jumped to the ground. I scrambled around a moment, thinking if it would be best to hide near the building or run. I chose to run, picking the nearest adjacent building, Patton Hall. On the way, I met another student from our class who had the wind knocked out of her by the fall from the window, and together we made our way across the yard to Patton.

The rest of the day, even that week and month are a blur. The one thing that stands out to me is the outpouring of support from my close friends, relatives, distant friends, fellow Hokies I had never met, and the rest of the world. Though I have before, I would like to take this opportunity now to thank everyone for their support, then and now. The strength of others kept me going in those days and weeks, and I hope that someday I can provide that same strength for another.

Links:
Virginia Tech Remembers
Liviu Librescu: Courage Under Fire

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9 Comments:

At January 23, 2009 3:53 PM , Blogger Doran said...

Just checking in to say hello. Gordo started his new coaching/blog website; endurancecorner.com and specializes in coaching irondistance athletes I think.

 
At January 25, 2009 4:17 PM , Blogger UUC Middle School RE Fall 2008 said...

I hope this is a useful processing tool for you, Fred. I am sure it will be for others. As always, you rock.

 
At January 25, 2009 8:15 PM , Blogger Fred said...

Thank you, I'm glad you enjoyed reading and I do hope it is useful.

 
At January 25, 2009 9:44 PM , Blogger homebody said...

Hi, Fred. I really enjoyed reading this. Good for you for putting it out there.

 
At January 25, 2009 9:46 PM , Blogger homebody said...

btw, Fred, this is your cousin, Sarah. I had forgotten I made a blog too. Will update it ... sometime too. :)

 
At June 2, 2009 10:44 AM , Blogger Brian McDonald online Gamer said...

I can't even imagine how scarry it was from the inside. I remember hearing about it at work, and fearfull for all of you. Being at Radford I had been to tech so many times, what made it worse was the fact that the media continued to play Cho's picture over and over again, and hearing his voice as if something was owed to him, which angered me even more because what he took from not only the families of those who died, but from that entire area he didn't diserve. I'm sorry you had to go through that. I know it still must be hard on the anniversary day.

 
At October 8, 2009 6:55 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

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At November 11, 2009 2:12 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

hold fast to what he taught you, ultimately...and don't, ever, question your choice to live...for that is exactly the opportunity that Dr. Liviu Librescu bequeathed to you.

 
At November 11, 2009 2:14 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

and I hope that someday I can provide that same strength for another.


you shall.

 

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